it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living
You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
Patiently, I waited for you. I refused to give up on you with all the tears that filled my eyes. I compromised and took you back knowing that change doesn’t happen overnight. Yet every time, my heart was broken and I cried over white lies the feeling of anxiety filled me over time. I allowed
Can you keep me safe from this realm that is filled with agony? Yield away the melancholy that eases me. Struggling to be your everything only made me nothing. Frame of mind gone astray like I’m walking in the dark. Not sure which turn to make. Embrace me and never let me go even when
Articulate the truth to me, no matter how much it might make my heart ache. Let me see who you are, inside and out. Don’t hide anything, let me break down that barrier you cling to so deeply. Stop fronting like you are someone you are not before you truly loose me. Don’t lessen your
i want women and men to understand that love is beautiful and no matter what, when someone first shows you their true colors, paint them those exact colors. not what color you want them to be. do not try and conform them to your liking. decide if their colors work for you, and if not.
Started listening to TIME by Snoh Aalegra in the beginning of writing – Memories fade and I try to hold on. -What is a broken heart? What is to feel when your heart wants a desire that you know is poisonous to you. Healing but only to dab a knife through the sore every time