Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
Patiently, I waited for you. I refused to give up on you with all the tears that filled my eyes. I compromised and took you back knowing that change doesn’t happen overnight. Yet every time, my heart was broken and I cried over white lies the feeling of anxiety filled me over time. I allowed
I can love you through all your mishaps, your sorries and fuck ups. The moment my flaws started to show, it’s okay for you to walk away because you don’t like how you’re feeling? Makes me regrets staying thru your bullshit of I’m trying and I’ll do better. All to keep the cycle of actions