Tag: Self Destruction

Unknown to the Known

feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort

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Foolishly Unnecessary

I let my anxiety create unnecessary insecurities. It’s crazy how I compromised because of your lies. I foolishly allowed myself to go blind of your actions cuz they were softly covered in beautiful satin sorries. The fact that I built up my tolerance on things that made me want to up and leave caused me

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Toxic yet Tolerant

🖤 A Brief Moment into my World 🖤 When is there ever a good time to leave someone we are intimate with because they just cant get with the program? We constantly ask ourselves this. Whelp, I can honestly say, for me. It’s when I realize I am starting to not be myself. In other

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Feel the Burn

When I say, I am vanishing inside and no one can hear me. Clearly making gurgling sounds drowning in my own tears. Poison and a parasite. Draining everything from me. Negativity allowing me to feel at my lowest. Leave me alone, I try and scream but never shy away. Leaving a trace of disparities as

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Four Year Old Me

You were so innocent and I apologize that I didn’t stop what was happening between you and him. I could have told someone but what harm was being done? No penetration just sweet touches from the tip of your head and all through your hair to the bottom on your derriere. The attention was different

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deep

hunt me to the end of world never letting me go… you know that i am hurting, yet you keep soothing me with the battered images of i love yous disfiguring the truth with your misconception of lies. establishing your view, i am going to place the perception of you within a silver tool. allowing this silver

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