Tag: Self Destruction

A Single Rose Garden

A hurt woman trying to grow into the flower she was suppose to blossom into. Overcoming the mind games and realizing she had the power to flourish in such a dark place she unconsciously planted herself in. She wilted away because of her desires, listening and believing in the could have beens only to be

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P.E.

it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living

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Help

please help release all this within I’m trying on my own and it just hurts worse n the days seem endless ๐Ÿฅบ …a month later, my heart still bleeds for the insane belief that will never be ..lost in my mind and emotionally tired, I’m going insane ๐Ÿ˜ข I don’t understand how one can be

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Darkness: My Ray of Light

I’ll just stay lost in my own thoughts and coward off in pain while I wilt away in the things I’ve said that I can’t take back. Loosely filling my aspirations and getting back to me eventually, letting this state of mind engulf me for a little bit longer because even tho I hate this

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Unknown to the Known

feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort

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Foolishly Unnecessary

I let my anxiety create unnecessary insecurities. It’s crazy how I compromised because of your lies. I foolishly allowed myself to go blind of your actions cuz they were softly covered in beautiful satin sorries. The fact that I built up my tolerance on things that made me want to up and leave caused me

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Toxic yet Tolerant

๐Ÿ–ค A Brief Moment into my World ๐Ÿ–ค When is there ever a good time to leave someone we are intimate with because they just cant get with the program? We constantly ask ourselves this. Whelp, I can honestly say, for me. It’s when I realize I am starting to not be myself. In other

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