A hurt woman trying to grow into the flower she was suppose to blossom into. Overcoming the mind games and realizing she had the power to flourish in such a dark place she unconsciously planted herself in. She wilted away because of her desires, listening and believing in the could have beens only to be
it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living
Life happens so fast like a blur Memories eventually become one too Watch me disappear from your mind as every thought of you dissipates into nonexistant things Allowing myself to release you Ultimately choosing me You’ll wish you stayed and put in that work when you see me pour into someone else what I tried
The hardest thing to do is let it go. Letting go of that person that made you happy even on your worst day. A simple text after an argument would make you smile and you would feel everything would be ok. Eventually everything good thing comes to end. You are blocked for trying to fight
Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
Is anxiety really a thing? Is overthinking something we can control? How can we regulate panic attacks when our minds start going into over drive? Why is time a healer of all wounds when my heart seems like its bout to beat its last beat? Why does heart break hurt so bad when it’s not