it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living
I’ve been so focused I had to unfocus the lenses to my eyes to realize the lies inside a person who portrayed toxic energy with a mask of hyped words to fool me into loving them only to break a beautiful bond ending emotionally
please help release all this within I’m trying on my own and it just hurts worse n the days seem endless 🥺 …a month later, my heart still bleeds for the insane belief that will never be ..lost in my mind and emotionally tired, I’m going insane 😢 I don’t understand how one can be
I’ll just stay lost in my own thoughts and coward off in pain while I wilt away in the things I’ve said that I can’t take back. Loosely filling my aspirations and getting back to me eventually, letting this state of mind engulf me for a little bit longer because even tho I hate this
Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
Is anxiety really a thing? Is overthinking something we can control? How can we regulate panic attacks when our minds start going into over drive? Why is time a healer of all wounds when my heart seems like its bout to beat its last beat? Why does heart break hurt so bad when it’s not