Tag: Numb

A Single Rose Garden

A hurt woman trying to grow into the flower she was suppose to blossom into. Overcoming the mind games and realizing she had the power to flourish in such a dark place she unconsciously planted herself in. She wilted away because of her desires, listening and believing in the could have beens only to be

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P.E.

it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living

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Help

please help release all this within I’m trying on my own and it just hurts worse n the days seem endless ๐Ÿฅบ …a month later, my heart still bleeds for the insane belief that will never be ..lost in my mind and emotionally tired, I’m going insane ๐Ÿ˜ข I don’t understand how one can be

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Perspectives

The hardest thing to do is let it go. Letting go of that person that made you happy even on your worst day. A simple text after an argument would make you smile and you would feel everything would be ok. Eventually everything good thing comes to end. You are blocked for trying to fight

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Unknown to the Known

feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort

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Trail of Messages

Wednesday, October 25, 2017 -you cute as shit and you got a dope personality Tuesday, November 258, 2017 -ya ex don’t deserve you Wednesday, December 20, 2017 -my focus is ….(you) Thursday, January 18, 2018 -I like you way too much to be getting defeated by distance. Thursday, march 1, 2018 -you my baby man,

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Feel the Burn

When I say, I am vanishing inside and no one can hear me. Clearly making gurgling sounds drowning in my own tears. Poison and a parasite. Draining everything from me. Negativity allowing me to feel at my lowest. Leave me alone, I try and scream but never shy away. Leaving a trace of disparities as

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