Tag: mind games

Constant Potential Ends

You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate

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Broken Patience

Patiently, I waited for you. I refused to give up on you with all the tears that filled my eyes. I compromised and took you back knowing that change doesn’t happen overnight. Yet every time, my heart was broken and I cried over white lies the feeling of anxiety filled me over time. I allowed

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Reaction to Actions

I can love you through all your mishaps, your sorries and fuck ups. The moment my flaws started to show, it’s okay for you to walk away because you don’t like how you’re feeling? Makes me regrets staying thru your bullshit of I’m trying and I’ll do better. All to keep the cycle of actions

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Toxic yet Tolerant

🖤 A Brief Moment into my World 🖤 When is there ever a good time to leave someone we are intimate with because they just cant get with the program? We constantly ask ourselves this. Whelp, I can honestly say, for me. It’s when I realize I am starting to not be myself. In other

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Question for You

Listen to my heart crying of what it used to be. Hear me when I lightly say the memories are like water choking and drowning me. Try and understand that my heart is a sacred token that has been vandalized by persons that thought they knew how to carry such precious cargo. Thinking it was

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Trail of Messages

Wednesday, October 25, 2017 -you cute as shit and you got a dope personality Tuesday, November 258, 2017 -ya ex don’t deserve you Wednesday, December 20, 2017 -my focus is ….(you) Thursday, January 18, 2018 -I like you way too much to be getting defeated by distance. Thursday, march 1, 2018 -you my baby man,

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Holding…

I wonder when is a decent time to leave someone alone versus trying not to give up on them. You know they can change but are they willing to change for you? The talk of, I’m not going to change overnight, I’m sorry and or I can’t let us end because of me like this.

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