Life happens so fast like a blur Memories eventually become one too Watch me disappear from your mind as every thought of you dissipates into nonexistant things Allowing myself to release you Ultimately choosing me You’ll wish you stayed and put in that work when you see me pour into someone else what I tried
I’ve been so focused I had to unfocus the lenses to my eyes to realize the lies inside a person who portrayed toxic energy with a mask of hyped words to fool me into loving them only to break a beautiful bond ending emotionally
The hardest thing to do is let it go. Letting go of that person that made you happy even on your worst day. A simple text after an argument would make you smile and you would feel everything would be ok. Eventually everything good thing comes to end. You are blocked for trying to fight
How does one beat the impulse of contacting someone you are not supposed to. When I say, not supposed to, I am referring to someone that just ended things with you and borke your heart into a million pieces. You know when your mind fills with so much to say, pretty much the same things
Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
I let my anxiety create unnecessary insecurities. It’s crazy how I compromised because of your lies. I foolishly allowed myself to go blind of your actions cuz they were softly covered in beautiful satin sorries. The fact that I built up my tolerance on things that made me want to up and leave caused me
Universe, hold me tight and allow me to feel everything. Console me on my lonely nights and let my tears fall cleansing my inner being of negative memories that i hold within. Make me understand my ways and seek truth. Make changes to what hasn’t worked and allow me to love soundly with no faults