Tag: Emotional Pain

A Lovers Quarrel

Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.

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Constant Potential Ends

You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate

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Me Asking too Many Questions

Is anxiety really a thing? Is overthinking something we can control? How can we regulate panic attacks when our minds start going into over drive? Why is time a healer of all wounds when my heart seems like its bout to beat its last beat? Why does heart break hurt so bad when it’s not

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Unknown to the Known

feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort

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Broken Patience

Patiently, I waited for you. I refused to give up on you with all the tears that filled my eyes. I compromised and took you back knowing that change doesn’t happen overnight. Yet every time, my heart was broken and I cried over white lies the feeling of anxiety filled me over time. I allowed

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Foolishly Unnecessary

I let my anxiety create unnecessary insecurities. It’s crazy how I compromised because of your lies. I foolishly allowed myself to go blind of your actions cuz they were softly covered in beautiful satin sorries. The fact that I built up my tolerance on things that made me want to up and leave caused me

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Dear Universe

Universe, hold me tight and allow me to feel everything. Console me on my lonely nights and let my tears fall cleansing my inner being of negative memories that i hold within. Make me understand my ways and seek truth. Make changes to what hasn’t worked and allow me to love soundly with no faults

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