You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort
🖤 A Brief Moment into my World 🖤 When is there ever a good time to leave someone we are intimate with because they just cant get with the program? We constantly ask ourselves this. Whelp, I can honestly say, for me. It’s when I realize I am starting to not be myself. In other
Smile. Even when you don’t to. Put that good energy into motion. Allow yourself to immerse in only those emotions. The mask you are wearing will eventually be permanent. Sooner or later your mask will become your reality. All you’ll know is good vibes from living freely. Creating a new lifestyle by choice of habit.
When you were supposed to protect me, you mistreated me. When I was supposed to be safe, you hurt me immensely. When you and I were supposed to be held to standard of honesty and truth, I was lied to and betrayed. When I was supposed to be made to smile, I was made to
waking up feeling a way I cant explain. not sure but I am not happy nor am I sad. I just feel a tingly sensation through my whole body. I try to ignore this feeling because all I really want to do is either crawl under my blanket and masturbate for hours and or run
Enjoy the sunrise before the sunsets. Worried about the sunset you missed the sunrise. Never receiving what the universe was presenting to you at that very moment.