Tag: depression

Help

please help release all this within I’m trying on my own and it just hurts worse n the days seem endless ๐Ÿฅบ …a month later, my heart still bleeds for the insane belief that will never be ..lost in my mind and emotionally tired, I’m going insane ๐Ÿ˜ข I don’t understand how one can be

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Dreamz

…you’re teaching me how to live without you subliminally by the distance that is being created between us. i portray that I’m strong but deep down inside I’m crying rivers that flow and drown me internally you gave me disconfirmation and rejection when all I needed was confirmation within our communication. i am lost in

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Perspectives

The hardest thing to do is let it go. Letting go of that person that made you happy even on your worst day. A simple text after an argument would make you smile and you would feel everything would be ok. Eventually everything good thing comes to end. You are blocked for trying to fight

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Addiction: Letting it GO

How does one beat the impulse of contacting someone you are not supposed to. When I say, not supposed to, I am referring to someone that just ended things with you and borke your heart into a million pieces. You know when your mind fills with so much to say, pretty much the same things

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Darkness: My Ray of Light

I’ll just stay lost in my own thoughts and coward off in pain while I wilt away in the things I’ve said that I can’t take back. Loosely filling my aspirations and getting back to me eventually, letting this state of mind engulf me for a little bit longer because even tho I hate this

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Constant Potential Ends

You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something youโ€™d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasnโ€™t meant to cultivate

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Unknown to the Known

feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort

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