it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living
Tag: Dark Words
You’re my addiction, poison yet I must consume you. Steadily rocking me insane and I honestly don’t want it any other way. Caress my sanity and kiss my lips making all the pain seem absent. Distance me from the world as you cradle my insecurities. Force yourself into me, knowing the misery I’ll feel will
I ask myself constantly, when people look at me what do they see? A mentally broken black woman who struggles every day with her emotions? The smiles that are forced but widely accepted. When will anyone see past my disguise and actually feel deep in my demise? I put on a wonderful show, speaking all
Before we end, let us try again. Only so you can hurt me and make sure this time, it is a forever life alerting event. Just wait, because before we end, I need to try one last time just to make sure. CHECK my pulse and make sure my heart is beating and ready.
The clutch that was once adoring and desired is now bursting with fear and hurt. Wounded by the style of life that once had me content. Demolished my internal peace, something I never seen approaching. Shouting your name was such a tease, now I can’t even place it at the tip of my tongue and