Tag: Chronic Depression

P.E.

it’s funny how the dice roll when we play this game of life Just dont know but I’m finna turn this shit inside out Fuck that love shit. It anit never done nothin for me but make me grieve Pouring my heart out on memories just to be wiped clean Heartbroken mentally yet I’m living

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Help

please help release all this within I’m trying on my own and it just hurts worse n the days seem endless ๐Ÿฅบ …a month later, my heart still bleeds for the insane belief that will never be ..lost in my mind and emotionally tired, I’m going insane ๐Ÿ˜ข I don’t understand how one can be

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Darkness: My Ray of Light

I’ll just stay lost in my own thoughts and coward off in pain while I wilt away in the things I’ve said that I can’t take back. Loosely filling my aspirations and getting back to me eventually, letting this state of mind engulf me for a little bit longer because even tho I hate this

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Unknown to the Known

feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort

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Energy

Smile. Even when you donโ€™t to. Put that good energy into motion. Allow yourself to immerse in only those emotions. The mask you are wearing will eventually be permanent. Sooner or later your mask will become your reality. All youโ€™ll know is good vibes from living freely. Creating a new lifestyle by choice of habit.

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Atoms Exploding

waking up feeling a way I cant explain. not sure but I am not happy nor am I sad. I just feel a tingly sensation through my whole body. I try to ignore this feeling because all I really want to do is either crawl under my blanket and masturbate for hours and or run

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