Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
Wednesday, October 25, 2017 -you cute as shit and you got a dope personality Tuesday, November 258, 2017 -ya ex don’t deserve you Wednesday, December 20, 2017 -my focus is ….(you) Thursday, January 18, 2018 -I like you way too much to be getting defeated by distance. Thursday, march 1, 2018 -you my baby man,
Smile. Even when you don’t to. Put that good energy into motion. Allow yourself to immerse in only those emotions. The mask you are wearing will eventually be permanent. Sooner or later your mask will become your reality. All you’ll know is good vibes from living freely. Creating a new lifestyle by choice of habit.
When you were supposed to protect me, you mistreated me. When I was supposed to be safe, you hurt me immensely. When you and I were supposed to be held to standard of honesty and truth, I was lied to and betrayed. When I was supposed to be made to smile, I was made to
Release the darkness, and let me choke on my own thoughts. Spurring into motions of whirlwinds that expose my insecurities. Let my mind blast every recollection of nothing that I imagine to the full extreme. I’m going blow this out of portion while I panic that everyone could conceivably be playing a game on me.
waking up feeling a way I cant explain. not sure but I am not happy nor am I sad. I just feel a tingly sensation through my whole body. I try to ignore this feeling because all I really want to do is either crawl under my blanket and masturbate for hours and or run
Enjoy the sunrise before the sunsets. Worried about the sunset you missed the sunrise. Never receiving what the universe was presenting to you at that very moment.