Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
Tag: Black Poet
You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
I can love you through all your mishaps, your sorries and fuck ups. The moment my flaws started to show, it’s okay for you to walk away because you don’t like how you’re feeling? Makes me regrets staying thru your bullshit of I’m trying and I’ll do better. All to keep the cycle of actions
I wonder when is a decent time to leave someone alone versus trying not to give up on them. You know they can change but are they willing to change for you? The talk of, I’m not going to change overnight, I’m sorry and or I can’t let us end because of me like this.
You’re my addiction, poison yet I must consume you. Steadily rocking me insane and I honestly don’t want it any other way. Caress my sanity and kiss my lips making all the pain seem absent. Distance me from the world as you cradle my insecurities. Force yourself into me, knowing the misery I’ll feel will
Trying not to overthink, I become deluded with things dissolving in the cells of my brain. Trying hard to ensure I breathe but my chest feels as though it’s about to explode. Nothing seems sensible as my mind starts to engulf simple words and actions into complex reasoning. Knowing those actions never occurred but the
Deep within I’m trying to convince myself that everything I do, I do just fine. Oh I’m fine behind the lies. And in lust with despair. I crave to feel lost in a black hole with everything but a single care. I love the mixed emotions of not knowing when my feelings will be turned