please help release all this within I’m trying on my own and it just hurts worse n the days seem endless 🥺 …a month later, my heart still bleeds for the insane belief that will never be ..lost in my mind and emotionally tired, I’m going insane 😢 I don’t understand how one can be
Tag: BiPolar Disorder
I’ll just stay lost in my own thoughts and coward off in pain while I wilt away in the things I’ve said that I can’t take back. Loosely filling my aspirations and getting back to me eventually, letting this state of mind engulf me for a little bit longer because even tho I hate this
feelings disowned and sort of numb mind racing into to the unkown heart pacing, something like a panic attack black scenes with flashes of red slumped in my own emotions of which i know nothing of bare minimum done trying to get out of this funk but for some reason, this feeling brings me comfort
Smile. Even when you don’t to. Put that good energy into motion. Allow yourself to immerse in only those emotions. The mask you are wearing will eventually be permanent. Sooner or later your mask will become your reality. All you’ll know is good vibes from living freely. Creating a new lifestyle by choice of habit.
waking up feeling a way I cant explain. not sure but I am not happy nor am I sad. I just feel a tingly sensation through my whole body. I try to ignore this feeling because all I really want to do is either crawl under my blanket and masturbate for hours and or run