I ask myself constantly, when people look at me what do they see? A mentally broken black woman who struggles every day with her emotions? The smiles that are forced but widely accepted. When will anyone see past my disguise and actually feel deep in my demise? I put on a wonderful show, speaking all
Blink for a moment and escape in time. Listen to what your heart . Let me break down all barriers. Sink you into submission and allow every temptation to come to life. Remind me of how magical that melanin is. Show off mama, and twirl in some pretty thangs. Embrace the dancing of your emotions
Hello sweet brown eyes. Expecting the unexpected when I said hi. Keeping my feelings to myself yet you pull for me. Grasping for me in all sorts of directions but never the one that is straight like a beam. Mind everywhere and it is so very clearly that I’m stunting the kidd. Brush me off
Before we end, let us try again. Only so you can hurt me and make sure this time, it is a forever life alerting event. Just wait, because before we end, I need to try one last time just to make sure. CHECK my pulse and make sure my heart is beating and ready.
The clutch that was once adoring and desired is now bursting with fear and hurt. Wounded by the style of life that once had me content. Demolished my internal peace, something I never seen approaching. Shouting your name was such a tease, now I can’t even place it at the tip of my tongue and
What’s it like to be someone’s baby girl “Little” Well it’s amazing. Its scary yet enticing all in the same breathe. Trusting someone with yourself completely can truly have you insane over a person. They love you correctly, making sure you feel safe and ensure you have everything your little heart desires that is within
“Baby girl” I hear bae calling me but not sure because of their tone…kind of sound like daddi was calling me…buttt I’m not too sure. …I look around like ….”huh” “Come here…” she said but I wasn’t trying to move a muscle in the bed. “Im laying down…cant you come here. Ugh” with loud ass