How does one beat the impulse of contacting someone you are not supposed to. When I say, not supposed to, I am referring to someone that just ended things with you and borke your heart into a million pieces. You know when your mind fills with so much to say, pretty much the same things
I’ll just stay lost in my own thoughts and coward off in pain while I wilt away in the things I’ve said that I can’t take back. Loosely filling my aspirations and getting back to me eventually, letting this state of mind engulf me for a little bit longer because even tho I hate this
Thru the night I’ll cry and my heartbreak will remain. My love for you never changed. Knowing my heart was pure but what I went through. Noone is to blame. The footsteps that should have taken place. The fights of whose to blame. Walking out is the easiest thing to do. Coward. What a shame.
You strayed away from me because u were scared of what could be. You found that love that you been dreaming of. So you sabotaged the could of been by distancing yourself crying wolf. Afraid that if you feel 100 percent I’d leave you and that scared you more than anything. Opening up to me.
You existed for the wrong things Came to the realization You were not the one for me Yet I tried to conform you to something you’d never be Mistakes that turned into lessons Constant cycles of self-hatred Unknowing that this was a dangling treat The promise and potential I saw Just wasn’t meant to cultivate
Is anxiety really a thing? Is overthinking something we can control? How can we regulate panic attacks when our minds start going into over drive? Why is time a healer of all wounds when my heart seems like its bout to beat its last beat? Why does heart break hurt so bad when it’s not
Let’s escape with our minds. Entwined within our thoughts that noone could fathom. Deep rooted with seeds that blow from within. Let my sound waves carry into tomorrow as ur brain tries to reminiscence on the visions of our vibes. The aurora of our energies from just the two of us speaking. The mind of