I don’t like being in the dark. So I say. But the dark seems to be the only place I truly can scrutinize myself. Flaws and all. I find peace not being able to recognize what’s in front of me. Unaccompanied and in my personal space. I am challenged by the voices in my head.
hunt me to the end of world never letting me go… you know that i am hurting, yet you keep soothing me with the battered images of i love yous disfiguring the truth with your misconception of lies. establishing your view, i am going to place the perception of you within a silver tool. allowing this silver
Trying not to overthink, I become deluded with things dissolving in the cells of my brain. Trying hard to ensure I breathe but my chest feels as though it’s about to explode. Nothing seems sensible as my mind starts to engulf simple words and actions into complex reasoning. Knowing those actions never occurred but the
Deep within I’m trying to convince myself that everything I do, I do just fine. Oh I’m fine behind the lies. And in lust with despair. I crave to feel lost in a black hole with everything but a single care. I love the mixed emotions of not knowing when my feelings will be turned
Let me ride your wavelength. Holding you closer than you have ever been clinched. Let me deep inside your membrane so I can visually see all the things that you try to hide. Let me kiss every inch of your mind leaving my wet imprints. Allow me to soak into your intuition bringing you to
“are you ok” “yes” i mumble as i let the sweetest lie drift between my lips. my mouth sealed with a permanent marker of do not tell. my eyes screaming for someone to make me scream what’s wrong just so i can be let free. the water forming showing that i am a horrible
hello my love, can you stay for one last kiss. i know we are over but it seems that my mind is only revolving around you and i need closure. the lust for your physical appearance is surreal and breaks down every thought of me walking away and saying this is dead. the desire for